'She does not need to learn martial arts - I will always protect her’. That was 5 years ago. It feels so long ago yet it also feels just like yesterday.
In that moment in time those words had been the most precious words to her, more precious than I love you. Now those same words hammered into her like someone taunting her.
Was she broken and now being glued together, or is she breaking now, forming cracks that widen to show the pain within?
Had she been protected or hurt more with the vow of protection?
What is protection? How can you protect someone without being with them every breathing moment? Even being next to a person you can't protect them fully. What if you got separated? Suddenly the person you vowed to protect is left fully vulnerable.
Want to protect someone then teach them to protect themselves. Give them the skill of being able to protect themselves without needing someone that may not be there at the most crucial moment. Love someone, then teach them to be the best within themselves otherwise you are only teaching them to be dependent on you. That is fulfilling your desire not your love for the other person.
I will always protect you, I am sure that is what he said?? Then why am I hurting so much? Why these constant tears I shed?
He could have forever protected me, taught me to be the master of my life, instead he chose to keep me all fragile. That pretty lady they all called his wife.
Written by - Ms J. Singh
> SHE DOES NOT NEED TO LEARN MARTIAL ARTS <
> RELIGION - THE OLD GODS <
> SO MANY YEARS HAVE PASSED <
> REALITY <